Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in broken_nerve's LiveJournal:

Tuesday, May 9th, 2006
9:51 pm	i'm seriously more screwed up then i have ever been. i feel like i have been "drug" down the road. every day i feel like i have something to hide from. jake came into my like this year, and now it's over. the last two years i tend to view everything in a different perspective, and fun is hard to accomplish. people are more then people to me, they are each one life. that one thing that if your lucky you get your shot at. maybe thats why its so hard for me to move on, not only with guys but people. i cant understand how someone can love another and then be "over" them. your getting rid of a life, and in your life passing up that chance to have that one person or how ever many people just step out of your life, not sharing it. i mean i understand not sharing your life with everyone you meet. i also know i cant just stay with that one person for the rest of my life, but contact would be nice. just in some form. but then thats gets me to thinking well you have to learn to let go. that ties things together. there is an ending maybe not a complete ending but there is always some sort of stop. but still right now at this point in my life i feel sort of stuck. i have the worse time making up my mind, even about things that do not really matter. one minute i'm okay with how things are going then the next i feel myself stuck in the mist of things, a mess. i go crazy, and no one can bring me out of it. i have felt love this year, and that was a big step for me. but now i feel like i'm about to start another chapter to life, and to be honest i'm scared of what might happen next. i cant seem to do anything on time. well i'm nuts i guess. it should just be known i mean well most of the time. maybe i'm just fucked. Current Mood: pissed off Current Music: regina spektor- flyin
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Thursday, March 2nd, 2006
4:57 pm	i am happy.
1assign - every number a name.
Monday, May 30th, 2005
7:36 pm	fuckin' two more days of exams and it's summer
4assigns - every number a name.
Saturday, May 7th, 2005
7:51 pm	So it's a saturday night, and im home writing two fucking term papers. i want to be with my friends tonight. i miss megan and bre so fucking bad right now.. Current Mood: stressed Current Music: the faint
7assigns - every number a name.
Monday, May 2nd, 2005
1:04 pm	i have so much to fucking do. does it ever stop? Current Mood: worried Current Music: the honorary title
8assigns - every number a name.
Sunday, April 17th, 2005
2:21 pm	7 for $1.00 By the way I'm addicted to maruchan ramen noodle soup. Current Mood: chipper Current Music: tilly and the wall
8assigns - every number a name.
2:03 pm	get into the grove ello, I'm on spring break now. Want to get together? <3 Current Mood: chipper Current Music: tilly and the wall
11assigns - every number a name.
Sunday, March 27th, 2005
12:20 am	If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you. Current Mood: awake Current Music: western keys
18assigns - every number a name.
Friday, March 25th, 2005
10:23 am	your the water in my shower!   ( the sweetness in my coffeee ) Current Mood: awake Current Music: ME! singing.
11assigns - every number a name.
Saturday, March 19th, 2005
3:12 pm	( chicago's love. ) Current Mood: anxious Current Music: hot hot heat
27assigns - every number a name.
Saturday, March 12th, 2005
10:07 am	tell me "we are okay" I'm back from the everglades. Things are not perfect, but i have decided to make the best of my life. So i woke up early took a bath and danced till my feet wouldn't allow any more. Now I'm going to watch a movie and paint my nails. I wish people could have trust and see past the past. By the way i still need to post my pictures from chicago, i would love to share them. -catie Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: the honorary title
24assigns - every number a name.
Saturday, February 26th, 2005
12:41 pm	i crashed my car.. Current Mood: sad Current Music: bright eyes
26assigns - every number a name.
Thursday, February 17th, 2005
9:44 pm	fulfill me. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: the good life
6assigns - every number a name.
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
12:31 am	my husband.   ( no words could explain. ) Current Mood: content Current Music: bright eyes + true blue.
17assigns - every number a name.
Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
5:11 pm	woo me.   ( warmth. ) Current Mood: bored Current Music: Badly Drawn Boy
19assigns - every number a name.
Monday, January 31st, 2005
9:06 pm	fuck you and your make believe love story I'm in need of a lover. Current Mood: awake Current Music: cursive
16assigns - every number a name.
7:14 pm	kiss me. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: flaming lips
2assigns - every number a name.
Thursday, January 20th, 2005
11:46 pm	as my lights burn out. i watch the dim, wavelengths of light will fall and rise. like the heart with in. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: none.
13assigns - every number a name.